To say that I am terrified is an understatement...every time I think about Grace's surgery on Monday I get sick to my stomach. Logically I know she will be ok, she is so strong and determined but what if...? I'm not even going to entertain the what ifs here because heaven knows I have them running through my head nonstop everyday.
But I can't help but allow my house to be messier than normal so I can play and spend as much time as I can with Gracie. I take every opportunity to take pictures and videos of her these days because.....I am in love with my sweet baby and I pray and yearn that everything goes well on Monday and that Grace recovers and she will continue to improve and be better off than she is now.
Today I was playing with Gracie and I heard a glimmer of a giggle and wanted to cry because I immediately prayed that I will be able to hear many more giggles and laughs come from my baby's lips. That I will be able to see her big, beautiful eyes sparkle as she catches a glimpse of her sister coming towards her.
Please keep her in your prayers and thoughts, I know that the only way we are going to make it through all of this is with the strength, power and grace of Heavenly Father and our Dear Redeemer.